Here are some things that may help:
http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/ - mostly about bullying and suicide prevention
http://reggiedabbsonline.com/ - learn more about Reggie Dabbs, a motivational speaker who travels around the world and saves lives. he saved mine.
Numbers:
Depression Hotline: 1-630-482-9696
Suicide Hotline: 1-800-784-8433
Life Line: 1-800-273-8255
Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386
Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743
Eating Disorders Hotline: 1-847-831-3438
Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673
Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272
Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000
Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-439-4253
Never hesitate. It is okay to ask for help.
You can also message me here: http://dontwannasaygoodbye.tumblr.com/ask
Here is some music you can listen to, also.
Do you feel like giving up, unloved, or lonely? Listen to this song:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EGLSk3AVcUU&ob=av3n
Do you feel put down, worthless? Listen to this song:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r_8ydghbGSg&ob=av3e
Do you just feel miserable, not okay? Listen to this song:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZudX66IBat8
Do you feel insecure or not good enough? Listen to this song:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BzE1mX4Px0I&ob=av3e
or
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n1bcQMCZ5gU
Do you cry a lot or hurt yourself? Listen to this song:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J4tusxJ_Nqk (she also has many other amazing songs that you can relate to)
You are not alone.